I finally realised that problems and issues that I have faced or are facing, aren't that horrible actually.

I am glad I hang around people who can give me wise advices. They selflessly shared their wisdom, insights and solutions from their own unique experiences. Thank you. You know who you are. At the end of the day, it all boils down me; Having the courage to work it out, to work things out.

I always hear everyone saying that life is too short to fumble and grumble. And that is absolutely true. 

During my sombre times, I learnt how important it is to have goals in my life. They can be long term goals or short term milestones. So long you have goals, you will be much more motivated to accomplish them. At least when I look back at my life, it wouldn't be a blank sheet.

So I will be penning down and updating from time to time what I aim to achieve by the end of 2013. 

First of all:

1) To perform in an outdoor dance concert/item. 

I love to dance. I can safely say that. I am not the best dancer around and definitely not trained professionally. But that doesn't stop me from doing my pirouettes, attitude, arabesques. Hahaha. Sadly, I am not as flexible as before but dancing makes me happy. 

I stopped attending dance classes in local studios because I don't see a point in paying to dance. Just like how I don't see a point in paying to run marathons. Hahaha. Of course, I understand that choreographers need to eat. Maybe when I am financially stable then I will pay for my classes. But as of now, my room will be my studio and random Yiruma/piano songs will be perfect for my stretching.

"Everytime you breathe out, go further."

"Enjoy the pain." 

These were the words that I repeated inside my head when I stretched.

I miss standing on the stage with all the spotlights shining on me. The loud thunder of applause as I strike my last pose. I want to be on the stage again.

Would you be my audience?