my hand should have gone one more level down

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys

And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks

Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures
Thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

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Im happy that i watched twilight, finally =) robert pattinson is not a t t r a c t i v e. i guess it's his role as edward cullen that made the girls go gaga.

i wanna travel to those cold wet cities! awwww

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my nick on msn was

❤sereneheng
burn yourself if you talk to me here says:

i thought my nick was fierce enough to warn people from talking to me. apparently, that didn't happened. i swear at least 5 people popped a conversation window with me while i kept my status set as BUSY. the only reason why i went online was to send files to my project mates. i was already so freaking busy doing projects and assignments and the last thing i wanna to do is to entertain people. are you blind or what? BUSY = BUSY, BUSY DOES NOT EQUATE TO "YES TALK TO ME OR ASK ME RANDOM QUESTIONS." FREAK! AHHHHHHHHHHH!

Dear MSN, would you come up with this Personalise your Status function? i'll set mine to

"Permanently Offline"